Rude Words
by Chrisel
(Baguio City, Philippines)
My boyfriend and I just had a fight last week and it was not yet fixed up. We had an argument. Then I tried to talk to him by phone but it just grew bigger. He misunderstood my point and we never had communication for 2 days. After that 2 days, our friends invited me to their church where he is one of the members too.
We just look at each other and we didn't have a talk to fix the things. But that time, I got mad too because my girl friends told me the things that my boyfriend told them. And it seems that I was the bad person. I chose not to talk to him that night. Until we went out of town, we never had communication.
Just yesterday, I was drunk. I was with my 2 other friends. I think they told my boyfriend about it so he called me up. He told me to stop drinking or else, but I was just out of my mind and opposed everything he said. I even told him bad words and I told him he was a liar. then, he didn't say a word anymore.
I tried to call him back again and apologize but he just kept quiet. He doesn't want to talk to me. I still tried to call him the next morning, but he didn't answer the phone.
It's more than a week since the last time I saw him and I miss him so badly. I don't know what to do.
I was really rude!
I don't think he'll forgive me, for all those things I've said... I think he needs time now, I'll just talk to him personally if the issue is not that hot anymore. So sad that I will not see him this coming days still... I really hope one day, he'll forgive me...
Any ideas or advice?
-chriSeL-
