To Mariah Wilson... I know you will probably never see this. But I need to say it.
I'm sorry for everything I did and hurting you in high school. I was a naive stupid teenager who couldn't see what was in front of him.
I was a jerk and immature and I truly am sorry for how I treated you and lied to you.
But I was a teenager..... A child who didn't know better when it came to relationships. I know now I was in the wrong and that our problems were mostly my fault.
I didn't trust you or listen to you and for that I am sorry.
I know you had a messed up past and that trusting guys was hard for you. And I know I made it worse.
I know your aren't doing too well right now and I hope you do get better someday. Regardless of how things turned out there will always be a spot in me that does care about you and your well being.
I know life has been hard on you and you deserve better. I just hope it does get better.
I'm truly sorry for how I hurt you and hope some day you can forgive me. I don't know if I am part of the reason you aren't doing so well and I hope if you do find this that it might help you in a healing process.
I wish you the best and hope someday you will find true happiness.
If you ever need a ear to listen to you I am here.