An Apology Love Letter to Tala
To My Dearest... It's been a while, months have gone by and still.. it all seems like it was yesterday. I remember the days we spent in the mountains, how we walked hand in hand in the streets, how we kissed under the pine trees, how we played and laughed under the sheets...
It's all inside my head... like how when a music box is opened, and the tune starts playing our memories. As I quietly sit here watching the still water and the sun behind the clouds, I gently whispered your name to the wind hoping it will reach you so you could hear how much I yearn for you.
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Letting you go was the hardest decision I've ever made in my life.
It's an endless torment. I love you so much, but it is what you need.. so go.. don't look back.. live your life, fall in love.. be happy... it's all i ever wanted for you.
I hope one day you find it in your heart to forgive me. You are one of the best thing that ever happened to me.. everyday with you is the music of my life.. you will always be in my heart.. so from now on I will take you with me wherever I go.
I will live my life loving you from afar, because loving you makes me stronger and made me a better person than I was.
You gave me light when I was on the edge of darkness, and for that I will be forever grateful.
So thank you. For everything...for trying, for the time, for the laughter, and for the lessons learned. You are every reason, every hope and every dream that I've ever had. You are all those things.. even if this lifetime is not for us, I will search for you in the next and I will do it all over again even if our time will be brief.. because I know deep in my heart that the purpose of my soul is to love you each and every lifetime.
So goodbye for now my love, I will remain silent. Know that I love you still.. I always have.. and I always will.
All my love...