I'm Sorry I Couldn't Be A Good Person To You
I don't know how to start, I've been harboring so many feelings ever since you blocked me. I never blamed you for it by the way. I have realized that I was invading your privacy almost everyday with constant messages which were draining to you, and giving the burden of my family drama onto you, and I don't blame you for avoiding me and trying to lecture me with hopes that I would change.
I don't blame you for calling me 'crazy and manipulative' to our mutual friends.
I'm sorry I haven't acted out earlier to change my behavior. You offered many chances. Yet I still gave you only pain.
You've been so kind, understanding and tolerant to me, and you've tried your best to support me. You're a role model and inspiration to me, and I wish you all the best.
I'm sorry I couldn't be the mature person I thought I was, and the mature person that deserved to be your friend.
I'm sorry for turning out to be a stalker. It is absolutely immoral to stalk someone, no matter the reasons. I'm disgusted with myself, and I won't ever forgive myself for it.
I was a terrible person, not only to you, but my parents, my extended family, and some of my friends.
But after seeing you hurt, and seeing my family's struggles, I've promised myself that I'll not hurt anyone like this ever again, and I'll make absolute sure of that. And I saw the reason my parents were so angry.
Thank you. Thank you for being yourself, a wonderful person and friend. And I'm sorry for everything that happened in our friendship, even before the stalking.
I won't send you this because I don't want to disturb you again, but if you'll ever stumble across here, these are my thoughts concerning the situation.
Sincerely...a former person you've once known.