I'm Sorry Jane
by Albert Kim
(Jericho, NY, USA)
Hi Jane... I know it's been a while since we last talked, much less seen each other. I also realize that I am years too late in telling you this, but I just wanted to let you know that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all the times that I've hurt you. I'm sorry that I didn't treat you with the love and respect that you deserved.
I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you and was too selfish, immature, temperamental, and naive to be the boyfriend that you always wanted and needed. And I wish I could take away all the painful memories that I've given you and given you instead what you so richly deserved.
And, lastly, I'm sorry that you wasted your time, energy, and love on me, someone who clearly was a privileged little brat with no understanding of how the world works.
I realize now that you were the most sweet, beautiful, caring, and loving person that I've ever met in my entire life and that I wish I could have the honor of being in your life, supporting you, and caring for you for the past several years.
I know you don't want to talk to me right now, but I hope that some day, that I can have another chance with you, to earn your trust, friendship, and to rebuild our relationship.