Wesley, I know its almost 3 yrs since you died. My mind is never far from you.
Oh how I wish to feel your touch and the warmth of your love. You don't have a clue as to what your death has done to me. I know longer love the way I love you, yes I still love you so much. My love for you has no end.
I apologize for not saying what I needed to when you were alive. We would have been together 10 yrs this past April.
Yes I still celebrate our anniversary. How stupid of me right?
I forgive you!! That's important for me to say. I need to get on with my life. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. I have no regrets, except I want you by my side as always.... I love you Wesley...