Sigh, I'm So Sorry

I have both things to apologise for and people to apologise to. Firstly, I'm sorry to all the people I have lied to over the years. I'm not just taking little white lies either. I do it every day, and I don't know why. Maybe I'm a pathological liar. I don't know, but it doesn't excuse what I've done. You put your trust in me, and I threw it away just because I could.

To my ex, I'm sorry. I did cheat on you with my previous fiancé before we were married. It was a one-night thing that I never told you about. I was faithful to you after that though, and was right up until you left.

To the people that I've made fun of, laughed at, been rude to, bullied, picked on, and just been a downright **** to over the years I apologise.

Looking back on things now, I realise I have been absolutely terrible towards some people who in no way deserved to be treated like that.

To my kids, I'm sorry I'm not a great Dad.

I do my best, and you want for nothing, but I wish we could be closer. I try my best and would take a bullet for you, but I know at times it doesn't seem like that.

Please know that I love you more than anything in the world.

Lastly, to my parents. I'm sorry I didn't turn out to be what you expected. I've let you down, and even though you've been gone for some years now, I still feel guilty and inadequate. I miss you more than you know.

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I Sigh Too
by: Anonymous

For so long I believed in my heart that we would get married someday that we would have kids and grow old together.

As we got more comfortable we started arguing. The fighting grew and grew until I could no longer fight. The feeling I had was indescribable. I felt nothing. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

I looked you in the face while you cried your eyes out knowing that I could fix your tears but I didn't I looked at you like a stone cold b*tch because that's who I was.. I felt nothingness.

Every time my brain would try to think of you I turned it off.

I wish I could tell you what I was thinking and why I acted the way I did but I can't because I don't know.

That person wasn't me that's not who I am.

I am not justifying my actions but that's not me. I love you. I would do anything for you. But I was lost .. and when I found myself it was too late.

You have every right to hate me and never want anything to do with me again. But I love you and I will love you forever.

I will always look back on us and think what if.. what if I didn't hurt him? What if it never happened?

But I know you will go on to be so successful and you will find your true love who will never hurt you the way I did. She will love you through everything. She wont be weak and give up on you like I did.

I will miss you so much but I want you to be happy. Truly happy. I love you.

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