I have both things to apologise for and people to apologise to.
Firstly, I'm sorry to all the people I have lied to over the years. I'm not just taking little white lies either. I do it every day, and I don't know why. Maybe I'm a pathological liar.
I don't know, but it doesn't excuse what I've done. You put your trust in me, and I threw it away just because I could.
To my ex, I'm sorry. I did cheat on you with my previous fiancé before we were married. It was a one-night thing that I never told you about. I was faithful to you after that though, and was right up until you left.
To the people that I've made fun of, laughed at, been rude to, bullied, picked on, and just been a downright **** to over the years I apologise.
Looking back on things now, I realise I have been absolutely terrible towards some people who in no way deserved to be treated like that.
To my kids, I'm sorry I'm not a great Dad.
I do my best, and you want for nothing, but I wish we could be closer. I try my best and would take a bullet for you, but I know at times it doesn't seem like that.
Please know that I love you more than anything in the world.
Lastly, to my parents. I'm sorry I didn't turn out to be what you expected. I've let you down, and even though you've been gone for some years now, I still feel guilty and inadequate. I miss you more than you know.