Since we have separated I have prayed every single day for a reconciliation.
After you cheated on me a third time with a third lady, I was very hurt. We talked about getting back together, and resolved to do so. However, when your current girlfriend came knocking on the door looking to spend the night with you, I found out that again you were lying to me.
You went outside to "break up with her." But I just don´t believe you anymore. When I saw her at our home I was devastated. I felt disrespected, used, and shocked. When you came back in the house after talking to her, I slapped you 3 times. I called you a f***ing liar.
I am very sorry. I acted very emotionally, and out of hurt. I didn´t mean to hurt you, and should have kept a lid on my jealousy and acted like a mature adult. I know that slapping you didn´t help the problem at all, it just made it worse.
I also want to apologize to your family. They wont talk to me, and have now totally rejected me. They are very angry with me for slapping you. Since they wont talk to me, I must resort to this blog to offer an apology that they are not willing to hear right now.
I am deeply sorry for my actions. I know that aggression is not the answer to delicate problems. Please know that this will never happen again.
I want to fix our problems, talk honestly and openly, and reach forgiveness on both sides. You for cheating, and me for trying to punish you by slapping you.