I'm cruel. That's the baseline. I don't mean to be and I don't want to be, but that's who I am. I use people. Once I'm finished with them I throw them aside. I don't feel guilt for that. I'm probably the very definition of a sociopath. But you? You're so different. With you I feel. With you I love. With you I care. You're probably better off without me. I lately don't trust my friends and wonder if they really are my friends. I now feel loneliness like never before. It's fine. I only want the best for you. But know I'm so so sorry I hurt you SPJ. I knew you for most of my life, and I loved you, and I wish you the best. BSL and TJ, I'm so sorry I've manipulated you all and took out my anger on you. I'm so sorry about me I'm so sorry about who I am. I wish you all the best.
Posted by Elz
Dear Tertjie, I am ashamed of the way I treated you. Although my intentions are always pure and true, the words come out wrong. I have hurt you with all the things that I have said and it was meant to hurt you deeply. It was WRONG of me to attack you personally. You are and will always remain my everything. Your kind words and slow tempered ways and loving touch and cuddles will be missed. I realise it's due to my own doing. My bad habits are addressed and I'm putting every effort in to bettering myself and to function properly in a relationship. I humbly send my apology to you in favour of your forgiveness. My love for you will never die... ALWAYS & FOREVER Els
Posted by Fluorite
Dear former friends, I really hope you are reading this. You guys meant the world to me because all of my other friends never talk to me. I just felt like the 3rd wheel sometimes when I didn't understand certain phrases or when you needed alone time. Ever since I unleashed jealousy on you guys, I've had depression and stress and I've had nobody to talk to. These days, I hide in my room, nap, and constantly eat. I'm starting to understand anime more, so maybe I'll be able to converse with you guys better! Sincerely, Fluorite.
Posted by Anonymous
I've said a lot of things that were horrible today. I'm pretty sure I made you cry a little. All you did was like a post and I screamed at you for invading my privacy even though all you were doing was being excited for something I was doing. You were genuinely happy for me and I lashed out at you for no reason. I guess I just got upset because I was never used to sharing and being personal with you so it caught me off guard, also because of this horrible anxiety that I'm dealing with and haven't told you about. This is the worst thing I have ever done. I never admit to being wrong or apologize so I never felt what true guilt feels like until now. It hurts me so much to have said all those things to you and now I know what you must have felt. I just spent an hour thinking about what I would do if you ever died. Because I never meant anything I said and I will never do that again because you are the most important person in my life and I don't know what I'd do if you weren't here. I'm sorry.
Posted by Har
Dear Deb and Colin, I'm sorry for being so mean and disrespectful. In fact I'm sorry for everything, even for leaving my childish fingerprints on your car doors! Yesterday was another example of my behaviour being totally out of line. I'm not the most perfect foster child but I promise you I'm going try my hardest to gain our trust again. I know this sounds stupid but I love you both as if you were my own grandparents and I can see how much you've tried to make me happy and how to get me on the right track. I've got no excuse for lying as I am a liar and a manipulator. I hope we have more laughs and memories that come in the future as I do really enjoy being here. I'm not used to people showing their feelings in a gentle way. To be honest I wish I could go back in the past and change everything I've done because everything I've done wrong is obviously my fault and I promise you I will change. Not being funny, but although the summer holidays have been fun and we have had our ups and downs but I cant wait to go back to school and show everyone how mature I can be!:) Please allow me to correct my mistakes and also please accept my apology as I truly am sorry! Sincerely, mate (har)
Posted by Primo
Sir - I want to sincerely apologize for my self absorbed and oblivious behavior last week. It was a dumb thing to do on my part, and I want you to know I would never intentionally do anything to disrespect you or the family. I will make sure this never happens again, and I will give you and the family the respect you deserve. Again, I am truly sorry and I hope you can forgive me.
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